This is mostly a fandom journal. Not much in terms of personal ramblings.
oh and this is a place of welcoming, so you should just get the hell out
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She will be leaving right to space
02 March 2013 @ 01:02 pm
This is mostly a fandom journal. Not much in terms of personal ramblings.
oh and this is a place of welcoming, so you should just get the hell out
23 December 2012 @ 11:29 pm
(001-020 Celebs: various
(021-055) Films: Never Let Me Go, Pride and Prejudice, Saawariya
(056-257 Television: Firefly, Game of Thrones, Generation Kill, Gossip Girl, Parks and Recreation, Teen Wolf
09 December 2012 @ 08:10 pm
I made a few icons even without knowing what it means to texture (let's pretend I wanted to focus on cropping and coloring to make myself feel better). Please don't hotlink and that's it!
Films
001-050 Alaipayuthey
051-075 Delhi 6
Television
076-100 Chicago Fire
101-125 Elementary
125-150 New Girl
( under the cutCollapse )001-050 Alaipayuthey
051-075 Delhi 6
Television
076-100 Chicago Fire
101-125 Elementary
125-150 New Girl
29 November 2012 @ 11:52 pm
I just had these icons clogging up space on my hardrive so thought I would just post them now. Um, if you use don't hotlink really.
Television
001-029 Lost
030-046 Merlin
047-063 Doctor Who
064-078 New Girl
079-089 TSCC
090-107 Skins
108-113 The Hour
114-118 Teen Wolf
119-121 Pan Am
121-123 North & South
FILMS
127-135 Delhi 6
136-140 Aisha
( under the cutCollapse )
Television
001-029 Lost
030-046 Merlin
047-063 Doctor Who
064-078 New Girl
079-089 TSCC
090-107 Skins
108-113 The Hour
114-118 Teen Wolf
119-121 Pan Am
121-123 North & South
FILMS
127-135 Delhi 6
136-140 Aisha
( under the cutCollapse )
16 August 2012 @ 03:12 pm
So I um acquired the THG download I guess, and um. Well regardless of my personal feelings about the fuckery of the casting (sorry y'all love JLaw and she was the best in it but still) I just enjoy the film visually? Like, I am not done with the books yet and don't know if I will finish it, but the whole aesthetics just was amazing as was the soundtrack? I think I cried in the theater which made everyone laugh. Although the recent casting bullshit has turned me off the film, yet again.
( i made a spamCollapse )
( i made a spamCollapse )
24 May 2012 @ 02:27 pm
a logic of the heart (because what does love what to do with it?) | .rar/listen*
A fanmix that initially was supposed to have a theme of break down of idol tropes etc but later just turned into feels and incoherence (because feelings are harder and looking for related quotes to the songs chosen: even harder).
( i am a romantic about football (and can pretend about the notebook so call me maybeCollapse )
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blah12 April 2012 @ 04:35 pm
I just felt a need to spam her faaace because ugh I saw some weird hate (and I have seen really strange hate for her before but this kind of took the cake). Aaanyways, as you can see, I like caps that are long shots and pretty people looking off camera!!! Hope you enjoy my spam of series one and two!
( In love there is colour (there is colour for you)Collapse )Current Music: Pichai Nirame- Alaipayuthey
12 April 2012 @ 12:10 pm
Lol do you ever just sit there and laugh at your favorites celeb?
Like for the past 15 minutes I imagined Sonam reviewing stuff and she would be such a pretentious fuck and all that jazz.
"It's so Kafkaesque but not really?" or "This inspired me to be where I am today- fabulous."
She's a mix of shit Beyonce says video and Kit Harrington rullness.
L o s e r.
Oh and she's Zayn as well!
Like for the past 15 minutes I imagined Sonam reviewing stuff and she would be such a pretentious fuck and all that jazz.
"It's so Kafkaesque but not really?" or "This inspired me to be where I am today- fabulous."
She's a mix of shit Beyonce says video and Kit Harrington rullness.
L o s e r.
Oh and she's Zayn as well!
08 April 2012 @ 04:42 pm
Current Mood: 
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contemplative02 April 2012 @ 02:58 am
I think all of us have a formative in our life. It doesn't necessarily have to be to a movie obviously, but mine is Sita. Sita from Ramayana. Sita ( or Janaki as we were told as kids) who was from our own country, from Janakpur, Nepal (or just Janakpur back in the days since Nepal was actually united from a dozen kingdoms in 1768). Let me retract actually, my formative anything is my grandma (and my grandma taught me about Sita. Actually my grandma taught me about almost everything I know).
My point being is that my grandma has been the most important person in my life and by extensions all the goddesses she taught me about. It is pretty obvious that my grandma is a Hindu woman but she is pretty unique in not her rejections of the male gods (and boy do we have many haha), but her focus on goddesses. I mean it is pretty common from a Hindu to choose a deity as their own but grandma chose the goddesses as her own. Blah blah why am I talking about my grandma? Because she is dying and I don't know how to come to terms with it . Just like I have never known how to come in terms with my atheism and how to reconcile with my culture (by which I am not saying all Nepalis are Hindu obviously) which creates itself completely around religion.
Like how for the longest time I could not understand that western feminism is not the only way around it, that I can reconcile my religion and my feminism as it maybe. Like Sita's life and my rejection of Ram I think is my pinpoint to feminism. So to have a movie that examined the other end of Ram we never talk about by a Hindu (I have many problems with Mani but for this movie I think he was okayish even though I would have liked it more had a woman directed it) was like my dream. Also, addendum to that was that it dealt with Raavan in a different light than one in Ramayana especially regionality which being a Nepali I can begin to understand. So, I do dislike it when nondesis look at the movie thinking they understand as much when it's clear that there are aspects that don't have the background to understand.
Also, the performances were really great and which is what I think set the movie apart from the Hindi counterpart because a lot of the regional identity got lost in the translation. But also, Abhishek just was not a strong enough actor to carry the Hindi movie on his own as Vikram did. Vikram did the role a lot of justice and Aishwarya as great in both I believe.
So yeah:
My point being is that my grandma has been the most important person in my life and by extensions all the goddesses she taught me about. It is pretty obvious that my grandma is a Hindu woman but she is pretty unique in not her rejections of the male gods (and boy do we have many haha), but her focus on goddesses. I mean it is pretty common from a Hindu to choose a deity as their own but grandma chose the goddesses as her own. Blah blah why am I talking about my grandma? Because she is dying and I don't know how to come to terms with it . Just like I have never known how to come in terms with my atheism and how to reconcile with my culture (by which I am not saying all Nepalis are Hindu obviously) which creates itself completely around religion.
Like how for the longest time I could not understand that western feminism is not the only way around it, that I can reconcile my religion and my feminism as it maybe. Like Sita's life and my rejection of Ram I think is my pinpoint to feminism. So to have a movie that examined the other end of Ram we never talk about by a Hindu (I have many problems with Mani but for this movie I think he was okayish even though I would have liked it more had a woman directed it) was like my dream. Also, addendum to that was that it dealt with Raavan in a different light than one in Ramayana especially regionality which being a Nepali I can begin to understand. So, I do dislike it when nondesis look at the movie thinking they understand as much when it's clear that there are aspects that don't have the background to understand.
Also, the performances were really great and which is what I think set the movie apart from the Hindi counterpart because a lot of the regional identity got lost in the translation. But also, Abhishek just was not a strong enough actor to carry the Hindi movie on his own as Vikram did. Vikram did the role a lot of justice and Aishwarya as great in both I believe.
So yeah:
"Chand rekhaon mein, seemaon mein
Zindagi qaid hai Seeta ki tarah
Ram kab lauten ge maloom nahin
Kash Rawan hi koi aa jata
[Life is imprisoned like Sita
When will Ram return, it is not known
Wish at least some Ravan had returned]"
( Pray if you believe in God, your end is in my hands. It is written in stoneCollapse )Zindagi qaid hai Seeta ki tarah
Ram kab lauten ge maloom nahin
Kash Rawan hi koi aa jata
[Life is imprisoned like Sita
When will Ram return, it is not known
Wish at least some Ravan had returned]"
Current Mood: 
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